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Looking down into the deeps, so cold and dark,
devouring every light, every ray, every spark,
a frightening place, even if you look from high above,
soon you'll be falling down, nothing rest to laugh.
It's not like you want it, you're forced to jump,
your heart's captured by eternity, inside you feel so numb,
you must change this life, there is no other way,
you would sacrifice you friends, you would betray,
just to stop this pain aching you, to burn you out,
you need no more reason to cry or to shout,
because inside you're dead, you're lost, you're alone,
outwards there's nothing to live for, as your life has shown,
you don't want to fight any more, just to give up,
no matter if you're the winner or loser, just want it to stop,
for every price, so you choose the cliff to jumb down,
now you're falling, hoping your feelings will be drown
in the ocean you filled with your own tears,
under the surface of water, you feel your fears.
Every time when you try to gasp for air,
you sank deeper, smothered in despair.
This pain will never stop, it seemed to be a nightmare,
but nobody can mend the torn world you're in, nor care.
You've been so naive, now you've learned how to bleed,
prisoner in this bloody ocean, the only thing you need
is to walk away from all these walls caving you in,
but you're not able to, only hurting your white skin
by running against these walls, because every single step you take,
forces another terrifying round, another cruel mistake,
because since the day of your birth, everything had gone wrong,
because you've been caught in a web, suffered for too long,
all life you've been fighting against these chains to become free,
but you have never truely achieved it, just now you can see,
that even your suffering was nothing but meaningless,
you're life is over, I've known it before, I confess.
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