and now we are drifting away...

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Everybody thinks I'm the devil. Everything I start ends in a terrible mistake. And so I started playing the devil. I cursed everyone tried to make them cry. But that's not me! I'm not the devil. They made me a devil it's not my mistake. The two person's I curse the most let me become a devil.

To my mother to father my screams weren't loud enough so I turned them up and let other people scream for me too. But they still didn't notice me. To them I was an nobody with no chance to do someting right. To them I was destined to fail from the day I was born. But I'm not! They should shut up and let me do things my way I can make it on my own. But they wont let me. To them I'm still a little child that doesn't know anything. But I've grown I could stand on my own two feet if they would let me. They were never concerned about me and so they don't know me at all. All their insults and their curses make me feel like I'm not a peron and I feel like I am nothing. But they made so start doing something!

Why can't I decide why my feelings I hide? Always screwing with my mind, a thorn in my spine. Oh sure, it feels fine, wasting all our time. Wait! You can not see inside! You don't know what I know couse your not my friend!

But I have no friends. Even the persons that called me a friend turned their back on me and again I'm all alone in this world. With noone to run to. I'm angry about that and thats why I make everyone cry hoping to find a person that will hear my shouts and whipe away my tears.