Ich hab 3 Lieder, die vom Text her mehr oder weniger perfekt zu mir passen:

Goo Goo Dolls - Iris
And I´d give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You´re the closest to heaven that I´ll ever be
And I don´t wanna go home right now

Linkin Park - In the End
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

KoRn - Clown
Try and hit me again, if you like
Throw your hate at me with all your might
Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me
Tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder then me