Oft denke ich es ist Behind Blue Eyes von Limp Bizkit.

But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscious seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like i do, and i blame you!

Der Text irgendwie perfekt dazu, wie ich manchmal fühle.

Ansonsten auch Funeral Of Hearts von HIM.

Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom
The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you

In Destiny von Stratovarius erkenne ich meine Gedanken auch oft wieder; gleichzeitig mein absolutes Lieblingslied im Moment.
(Herzlichsten Dank an Philipp! )

The times are changing so fast
I wonder how long it lasts
The clock is ticking time is running out
The hatred fills this Earth
And for what is worth
We're in the end before we know

Throughout the years
I have struggled to find the answer that
I never knew
It strucked me like a million lightnings
And here I am telling to you

Every second of day it is coming your way
Future unknown is here to stay
Got to open your mind
of you will be led to astray
There's a time to live
There's a time to die
But no one can't escape the Destiny

...

It's time to say goodbye
I know it will make you cry
You make your Destiny
I know you'll find the way
And outside Sun is bright
The things will be allright
I will be back one day to you
So please wait for me