This is a mans worth (Ins@ne beim dichten)

[-[IoI]-Ins@ne]

just another story

I am sitting here, thinking about you,
about the things we both used to do,
while the fallen moonlight is waiting to shine,
I can not bear writing line over line.
How thousand lives had made me colder,
for so long eternity felt endlessly colder,
when nothing appeared to make sence, everythings was a mess,
my life, my love, my fate seemed to be hopeless, I confess.
I was down, drown, bruised, destroid and blown away,
I was searching for reasons but none demanded me to stay,
so I drifted apart, away from that person I ought to be,
became a lost embittered reflexion of mine, nowhere to flee.
I ended alone, instead of fighting for the courage to stand up,
I gave in, vulnerable, weak and hoping somehow this pain would stop,
but it did not, after that I became emotionless and bad
nobody was able to recognize it, but inside I felt so sad.
Now this tragic little story might have been over,
but I must admit, everything changed since I met her.
I cant tell you what the hell had driven me,
out of coincidence, luck or whatever I picked out she,
that girl I saw this night for the first time in my life,
(later she even manipulated me to enjoy dancing jive)
was faszinating me, unbearable not starring into her eyes,
even I felt insecure, when she seemed to recognize all the lies,
which I told myself just to prevent losing my control,
but now I admit, it happened again, affectionate soul,
now I can not prevent smiling at her, I am addicted,
I can't be down when I'am with her, my mind conflicted
but she is also the reason I write this poem for you tonight,
because you're that girl, you're the one who make me feel bright.
I am confused, I thought I rest sad whatever it might cost,
but you resurrected something in me I thought I have lost,
so I am writing this poem to you,
because we don't know each other, but behave as we do,
sometimes it is hard, but now it feels so true,
thank you!