Basis poems

[basti-kun]

supressed


Stopping to feel, is it what I need?
Everything my heart does, is to bleed.
And it bleeds because I’m hurting it.
There are these feelings which don’t help a bit.
I think it is my fault, that I feel
No matter what, I always got to kneel
Right in front of others to apologize.
But then I think its something to criticize
Cause for this feelings I have no guilt
So my heart begins to rebuild
And then it bleeds again and again
I wonder if I need this pain
But I don’t need it, of this im sure
And still I feel insecure
About my feelings, but there’s a special one
Everytime it comes I see the sun
And then it becomes night cause it’s judged to doom
I don’t see any reason! Why is it so hard for this feeling to bloom?
Cause I don’t let it
It’s so hard for it to be rejected
That’s why it always comes back
And I honestly don’t want to lack
This special feeling cause it is true
This feeling that……I love you.