Basis poems

[basti-kun]

es hat noch keinen titel... *still thinking* ^^

edit: es hat einen titel!

thank you for the pain


You all broke me, you shattered me,
Aint got anywhere to flee
Ripping me, depressing me,
I just couldn’t let anyone see
Myself which lies deep within,
Because for that, I’d have had a relation to begin…
Well, I did but for what price?
You seemed so lovely and so nice,
But behind all that, you got your other side
I still cant believe what you’ve done after all I’ve tried
You must have been on an awfull trip
Cause one day you started to gossip
You stroke my heart with every word
You raped it with every lie, I’ve heard
Out of your ‘lovely’ mouth it came
Finally I began to feel the shame
Was it that, what you wanted? Did you need this picture?
Me sitting here, praying, begging, screaming for departure?
Out of this terrible life I wanted to go
And I tried it but my body said ‘No’
A night full of pain
Now I want to know you’re slain
Slain by your own lies and by my trust I gave
And I will stand on your grave
To give the speech about this ‘lovely person’
The only one I’ve opened my soul,
To her I was vulnerable, must’ve been a fool
Now, after this night of pain, this’ll be our last talk
My scars will heal, I know, I will continue to walk.
The way I’ve chosen, it leads to more stupidity
I know this and I wont stop this insanity
But I wont hide, I swear
Because of you, I know I don’t need to care!
You all will never break me, shatter me
I don’t need to flee
Impossible to rip me, to depress me
Come and you will see!
So after all, there’s something, for which you’re not to blame
Because of myself as a person, I will never again feel shame.