Basis poems

[basti-kun]

stand straight


You were there, strong and bright
You catched me with your might
To smile and to get attention of others
And then this might, became something that smothers
It smothers me and only me
Because only I love it to see
We both in deep embrace
But somehow we need to hide our face…
Its because this love is forbidden,
And so my emotions are hidden
Behind a wall of hatred
And I am armed with a branch to breake it
Im standing and waiting for you to come
Though I kow that this is a hope from scum
Scum, I am in your eyes
So I keep telling my lies
That I don’t love you, cause this is pathetic
And bad and wrong and no ethics
That they say it, that doesn’t hit
That you say it, that doesn’t fit
In my picture of you that I kept for so long
And now I must admit, that it was wrong
You judge and you hurt because of this
And so you’re noone to miss
You put the people into heaven and hell
I am in hell, because I’m male as well.