gratefull

I sit here, watching the letters appear
You sit somewhere else, far, not near
We talk and we don’t, it’s a riddle for me
How such a connection between strangers can be

Earlier I was uncertain and shy
Now I can open myself to write and to cry
I don’t know if it’s the truth that you’ve written
But somehow…. somehow I’m certain

Certain that you are true, that you wont lie
And thanks to our discussions I cannot deny
That I am addicted to everything, that you give
That I cannot see anything negative

You convinced me of all what you said
I have to thank you, to give you all I’ve got, but instead
I bother you with my thoughts and problems
And you answer as if through poems

I feel ashamed that I always talk about me
Cause you’re thoughts are equal and free
They should be mentioned and should fill the line
But often, all the words I read are mine

You know how I feel, to you I can confess
And until we meet I only can guess
Who you really are, what you got in your soul
In this moment my picture will be whole

A friendship is this, without any views
You can facilitate, you can amuse
And so theres so much I can get
And at least I must say… this is more than a chat.