Basis poems

[basti-kun]

uncertain

Everytime you look at me…
I wonder what you see.

Do you see the suicide, do you see despair?
Do you see the love for you, with which I fill the air?

Can you see my feelings, my feelings just for one?
Or do you see the friendship, of which I fear its none

Once it was a friendship but now its something more
It is a boiling ocean, deep wthin my core

This ocean is of blood, I wished that it was mine
But it doesn’t consist of blood all the time

Everytime I look at you…
I wonder what I see

Do I see two laughing mates, laughing between men?
Do I see the wish - to be kissed again and again?

Can I see what will follow after this sentence,
Or do I hide myself of the consequence?

I wish I would be honest, I wish I’d really tell
That my heart is torn apart into heaven and into hell

The ocean would turn blue, with islands on its skin
There would be our future, fragile and so thin

Everytime we look at us
I wonder what we see

Do we see the same, do we share it both?
Do we have together, an ocean under our clothes?

Can we really trust in the connection between you and me?
Or will it shatter by my point of view of ‘we’

‘we’ means an island in this ocean, which is blue and silent without flood.
But ‘we’ is just a dream and the ocean is red of blood.


fragt nicht wieso auf englisch, aber mir gefielen diese ersten beiden zeilen so gut... ^^