[Gedicht] without

[Schmok]

without
Only I stood outside
Watching the picture
Dying of longing for you
Failing of yearning for you
And recognizing

That there's something… somewhere…

Maybe I should go
Maybe I should wish you two the best together
But I can't walk away
I can't know the truth
And I can't stand the scene

Cause there's something… somewhere…

For I lie alone in bed
Just dreaming, that I had been the one
Wishing, that you’re here on my skin
Hungering, that I can whisper your name
Longing, that I can feel your tongue

And there's something… somewhere…

In my dreams you don’t know him
You only breathe under my velvet wings
For I give you everything I am
I could be what you needed
Oh I could be what you wanted

Know there's something… somewhere

There's nothing left to do
There's nothing else to do
But walk for miles
I’ve stayed away a million years
But still I’m on the wrong side of longing

Still there's something… somewhere…

Try to make me hating you
Try to make me avoiding you
But I can't erase the memories
Of the endless dreams of you – without you
I hold my breathe, keep hurting me

Feel there's something… somewhere…

But then it happened, what I knew for so long
He didn’t treated you at the way I would done
And I look in your eyes and you open your mouth
You’re begging for a hug, a close holding
I smell the scent of your hair and close my mind

But there's nothing… nowhere…

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umfangreiche Kritik ist auf jeden Fall erwünscht... ist mein erstes Englisches , das wohl voller Fehler ist -.-

...Schmokster